Heart Breaker

On Sunday we decided that it might be the best thing to try and find a new home for Lulu. We are trying to do what would be the best in the long run and I don't think I could handle two dogs and two kids (no I am not pregnant). I want to find the perfect house for her where she would be loved. I was looking on KSL and deciding what the ad would say when I came across a add that said wanted small dog. The ladies poodle just got hit last week crossing the road and she was looking for a young dog. I showed easton and he gave her a call and text some pictures of her. Within a hour she called back and wanted her. Easton came in and told me and I just started crying I didn't think it would happen that fast but I wanted the best for her. She wanted to meet but I needed to see where Lulu's new house would be so we drove 2 1/2 hrs. to Cleveland,UT. That was hard knowing that was the last time I would see her. We pulled up to the house which is on 10 acres with all kinds of animals and the Nice's family ever to welcome us. Lulu jumped out and began sniffing everything. She saw the chickens and roosters out of their cages and ran over there and herded them into there cages like she does it everyday. Then she pranced back to us with her ears up.
I gave the lady all off her stuff including her halloween costume and crown dish (yes she was spoiled) and we left to head home.
The question is HOW AM I DOING? Not good!!!!
I didn't know it was going to be that hard I don't think I have cried that much in a long time. She had been my shadow for almost three years and she even had to sit by the tub when I was in it. The house is lonely and I have been late to work everyday because she was my alarm clock, she would bark when she was ready to get out of her kennel and go to the bathroom. I hope this will get easier but I think it will be a big shocker when I am home all day friday. Wish me good luck for these next couple of days.
Yes I am going to hate myself for putting this picture up of her!!
This is what happens when you get attached to a pet, or in my eyes a kid.